story of my life

2009-05-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

Took a personality test ;

"see if you guys agree on it"

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

It's feel like forever

2009-05-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

Was doing some researching on my PP
when a my phone rings !
Guess who !?
Anyway i'm not going to reveal the name.

As this is sooo confidential .
LOL.
Ok we did chat for quite awhile.
HAHAS .

I miss the time where i chat with this person ;
Till quite late during secondary school.
To be precise it was during sec 4 & 5
LOL.

Actually i don't dare to say it in my blog .
Cause later lose FACE !!
LOL.
But anyway this person also don't even have my blog link.

This devil was the one who change my life.
And i mean it .
Things we did was beyond COOLNESS and FUN.

But too bad ,
Things did not turn well for us.
Ok enough of the past.

Sometimes things will never change .
No matter how hard you try .
Even if you hurt that person ..
No matter how hard you try to redeem yourself ,

The scar will always be there.
Obviously time will heal ,
but the scars remains.

...............................

TREAT ME GOOD ; I LOVE IT .

2009-05-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

Days in RP is getting worse.
i have gotten my first C.
Thanks uh AUNG SOE .
i'll be expecting more C's from him.

Ok anyway .
I really don't understand girls.
Why must they be so sensitive?
They always take guys words seriously.

There are two types of girls.
Firstly is Pretty/cute but is a total bitch.
Lastly is Pretty/cute but is a total angel.

Firstly the Pretty/cute but is a total bitch.
I swear there's alot of that kind out there.
They will treat you damn nice at the start .
Of cause guys will LOVE it.

As time pass by ,
It seem like as if our life belong to them.
They start being controlling.
Better still they LOVES to backstab ,
when there's an big oppurtunity.

Lastly the Pretty/cute but is a total angel.
It is very rare indeed.
They are very understanding and very supportive.
There's many more positive adjective to describe them.

Anyway ,
what i wrote here is a hint.

2009-04-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

2009-04-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYAHRIL

What a day to celebrate my birthday!

Spent the day in school !

This will be the last time ,

i am going to celebrate it in school !

First day of school ,

and its my birthday !

What a day indeed!

Nevermind but i had celebrate it in advance!

With cliques!

I LOVE THEM LOTS!

Trust me!

LOL

The people of w16k wanted to celebrate my birthday as well,

But due to my sickness ; i couldn't come.

Such a pity!

But anyway guys ,

THANKS ; APPRECIATE it ALOT!

Meet up with w34g people .

Makan with them .

Chit-Chat with them .

before miting w16k people.

Went to causeway with them.

Walk here and there.

They suprised me by buying me a cake !

Aww ..

so sweet .!

Thanks guys!

Will post KTV photos soon!

2009-04-07T10:08:00.000-07:00

i don't give a damn ,
if you trust me or not.
i,myself have difficulties trusting others as well.
i'm not suprised if others don't trust me.

i never had any high expectation for myself.
i just want my life to go on smoothly.
Obstacle is forever will be the tormentor of ,
our desired way of life should be.
It is just part and parcel of our life,
which all of us will go through sooner or later.

It's either you face it or run away from it.
Sometimes ignorance is a bliss.
Remember this .
Life is never about you alone.
There are other factors which will bring,
a smile to your face.

2009-04-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

Great mood with a great post.
Spent my ..
Great day with two great people.
LOL.

Meet up with zul and nana today.

Firstly,
Accompan-ied Nana to BBDC
As she was takinf FTE

Got a free ride go BBDC eyy.
She fetched me from CCK.

So good of her.
LOL

Ok anyway,

Thought that i could help her.
But too bad ,
we sat separately.

ps: NANA try Harder next time! Don't give up.LOL

Secondly,
Meet up with zul at lot 1 ,
Ate lunch at LJS.
Did a bit of catching up.

Before zul went for his practical at BBDC.
And he passed.
Congrats Zul.

Thirdly ,
After zul left ,
NaNa and me went to a nearby block .
To hangout there.

So we sat and chat .
Chat about our family members.
Chat about our Ex-es .
Told her about zhiying and grace.

She laugh-ed.
And call me jerk.
Tsk.Tsk.Tsk.

Maybe i am one,
in the past
Not now.
Syahril is now a good boy.

COOL.

LOL.

Ok anyway ,
Had a great time with them.
should meet up more often.

2009-04-01T07:02:00.000-07:00

Celebrated ivy and ming wei belated birthday .
For further detail .
Click on ivy link.

Let the picture do the talking ..

2009-03-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

Who could ever imagine?

The "good" impression or reputation ,

that you always want others

to have on you.

Is going to be tarnished.

sooner or later.

I keep wondering ,

Why can't you .

Just be yourself.

You always claimed that,

"You are What You are"

You are pretending!

Infront of others.

You are one virtuous person.

Behind them.

The opposite.

Ok .

Enough of this.

(insert) a name.

i am sorry.

2009-02-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

The answer that you all have been waiting for .

To who i'm in love-d with?

Just

One word to described _____ ____ .

"Awesome"

As you can see from the picture above.

It's obviously .

Kathy Perry.

Awesome right?

2009-02-21T19:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ; YANG WENJIE !

2009-02-18T18:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ; ZULKARNAIN.

Okay anyway,

Went to sentosa with W16K people.

Went to the siloso beach.

Play-ed alot of things with them.

First-ly played captain ball.

My team won.

Consist of ..

Ken & Gina ; the couple of W16k

Adham , Me and Eunice Chui

Second -ly dig a deep hole ..

Ian was the victim of the day.

We burried him.

Then we did some editing to it.

See how creative we can be.

Third-ly play-ed volley ball

it was my first time ok.

i didnt expect it to be so fun.

End up only ..

Me, zul , cy, adham , nurez ,ian play-ed

play till 6plus.

Went to have dinner after that.

There are some pictures below.

but more will be uploaded

as soon as i get it from them..

Enjoy.!

2009-02-11T08:52:00.000-08:00

I'm falling in love with _____ _____ .

Fill in the blank if you want to.

Falling in love with everything , anything and whatever about her.

And i liked it.

you're simply gorgeous and awesome.

RANDOM.!

2009-02-04T07:46:00.000-08:00

First outing with my classmates .
Eversince the semester have come to an end.
seriously and sincerely
hoped there will be more.

Meet up with ZUL,WATI and NANA.
At Bukit Batok CDANS.
As usual all of them came LATE.
Especially that NANA.

Since they were super late .
i went on to play by myself.
i was such a NOOB can?
As i was at the 6th frame WATI and ZUL came.

Then came that idiotic NANA .
NANA start the ball rolling
as she was the first person.
followed by ZUL,WATI and ME

i was so flaberghasted when
NANA's score lead me at the 4th frame.
i could still disturb her and make fun of her
Even though my bowling skills .
SUCKS to the CORE.

Then head to Bukit Batok food centre .
i forgot what it is called.
Had our dinner there and and chat for awhile.

NANA'S was our victim for today.

i don't know why disturbing NANA ,
it's so much fun.!
Somehow give the sense of satisfaction.
People PLEASE agree with me.!!

LOL

i won't bother what if you say it's true .
if it's true then ..
take it as if i am the biggest FOOL ..
to trust and believed what she said.

2009-02-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

Through the lips that always speak, it kept on saying you love her.
Through the air that you breathe, you can tell that it's her.
Through the heart that always beat, you want every love from her.
Through every breath that you have, you have to let go of her.

I can't stop those tears from falling.
Because I always lie to myself about my feelings.

2009-01-12T18:03:00.000-08:00

Finally watched MAMMA MIA.

Donna,an independent, single mother who owns a small hotel on an idyllic Greek island, is about to let go of Sophie, the spirited daughter she's raised alone. For Sophie's wedding, Donna has invited her two lifelong best girlfriends--practical and no-nonsense Rosie and wealthy, multi-divorcee Tonya--from her one-time backing band, Donna and the Dynamos. But Sophie has secretly invited three guests of her own. On a quest to find the identity of her father to walk her down the aisle, she brings back three men from Donna's past to the Mediterranean paradise they visited 20 years earlier. Over 24 chaotic, magical hours, new love will bloom and old romances will be rekindled on this lush island full of possibilities.

2009-01-07T17:55:00.000-08:00

WELCOME TO 2009 .!!

My First post of the year .
It's been awhile since i update this blog of mine.
I must be lying if i said that i was very busy now a days.
Just simply LAZY .!
As laziness has taken it's toll on me.

Okay anyway,
When a new year begins,
There must be a new year resolution for us.
Obviously,it goes the same for me.

i do have alot of new year resolution .
But i will share one of it with you guys.
i want to treat my famillies member much more better than last year.
It's always has been my every year resolutions.

Life is unpredictable,
Why not we live our lifes to the fullest .
With abundance of joy and laughters.
Not looking back at all.!

Yesterday did alot of catching up,
with my Brothers of Islam.
reminiscing about the past .
How dumb and idiotic we were in the past .

You guys should know by now who is my Brother of Islam.
If you don't know then i will tell you.
Hariz,Khairi,Khairul,sham and Syahril
Cool right.!

2008-12-25T06:22:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !
To those celebrating it .

i spent my December Holidays in a pathetic way .
Work , Work and Work !
i was like hoping that someone would ask me out .

Here come Ivy to the rescue .
Asking me out .
Together with Liping and selina .
i was somehow grateful to her for organising it .

Spend two days straight with them .
I must admit it was wonderful and fun
Though i was a bit lethargic most of the moment.
But at the same time it was quite pathetic.

You must be wondering why i said PATHETIC ?
Usually when the CLIQUES goes out .
There will be like more than four.
And now?

When one party took an initiative .
The other party should atleast respond.
To make things goes well.
It take two hand to clap .

But HECKS .
I totally gives up.

i gives you the best i had.
But you never seems to care.
when it come to an end.
you want me back.

i won't look back like i used to.
It's for the better for me.

2008-12-10T03:49:00.000-08:00

Yeah.!

Finally watch this show ..

Ayat-Ayat cinta (Verse of Love)
Very touching uh.!!

Now i'm going to tell you more about the show ..

Ayat Ayat Cinta is a beautifully portrayed Islamic love story – a tale of a virtuous Muslim protagonist who overcomes all obstacles of life maintaining pure ideals.

Fahri bin Abdillah is a poor, intelligent student who wins a scholarship to complete his graduate degree at Egypt's esteemed Al Azhar University. Very disciplined and dedicated by nature, Fahri embraces his life in Cairo, completing his studies and translation of religious books with full enthusiasm, exactly according to pre-determined targets.

Only one goal is left unattempted: the pursuit of marriage.

For Fahri is innocent and pure, and doesn't believe in the concept of relationships prior to marriage. He is inarticulate and shy around women. All his life, only two women have been close to him – his mother and grandmother.

Life changes drastically in Egypt for he suddenly finds himself surrounded by four beautiful, distinctly different women.

Maria Girgis, a shy, open-minded Coptic neighbor who is attracted to the teachings of the Holy Quran, finds herself falling in love with Fahri (a fact she only reveals to her diary).

Nurul, a student at Al Azhar like Fahri, is the Muslim daughter of a renowned Indonesian cleric. Fahri feels unworthy of her and thus ignores his feelings for her, leaving her confused and guessing.

Noura, an abused Egyptian neighbor, develops strong romantic feelings for Fahri, who in turn simply sympathizes with her situation. His romantic rejection destroys her and eventually leads to a false accusation of rape.

Aisha, a German Turkish student in Cairo haunts Fahri with her beautiful eyes. Following an incident on the metro where Fahri defends her against narrow minded bigoted Muslims, both immediately develop feelings for each other.

As the story unravels, the protagonist makes the audience face the daunting decisions he himself faces, and forces us to marvel at his undying loyalty to the true ideals of Islam as he ultimately makes the choice of a lifetime

2008-12-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

I'm damn bored right now.!
For your info i'm in class right now ..
That's why i still have the time to blogged ..
I feel like going off now ..

The usual routine when i feel bored ..
But for some reason i cannot ..
Promises are made ..
And it's not meant to be broken ..

Am i right .?
(insert) a name ..

Somehow i feel like i'm the extra one OR odd one..
While they do their work ..
while i msn-ing away ..
I don't know why ..

When it come to communication..
i feel so SUCKY and Left out..
I also don't know what to do ..
Atleast if ZUL was here ..

i could atleast chat with him..
Now OMG.!!
Feel like going OFF luh .!!
Ok anyway ..

Have you all ever ..
look at the kinds of questions..
that you want to answer..
but haven’t been able to have answered it

we ask these questions..
because we want to know..
about the future..
and can hence be more ..
certain about the direction we are headed;

or do our questions
stem from a fear of not knowing;
or is it pure curiosity?
If asking questions imply a need to know
why do you think we often feel this need to know?
Why are we so fixated with answers?

2008-11-30T22:33:00.000-08:00

OMG.!
Time passed by so fast ..
Now is DECEMBER 2008 ..
2008 is going to end ..

WoW that's kinda fast ..
OKAY.!
HAHAS =D

As days past by ..
Months past by ..
Years pass by ..
I'm getting bloody old ..

HAHAS =D

Guess what.?
My beloved grandma ..
is finally coming back from HAJI.!
WOOO..

i MISSED her alot ..

If there is something i could do right now is ..
-Sleep
-Eat Subway cookies (YUMYUM!)
-Drink Banana milkshake .!

How i wish i could do all those 3 things right now ..
Okay i will update soon ..

2008-11-24T17:10:00.000-08:00

I'm back to update again ..
You guys must be wondering why right?
It's mainly because of ..
SANDY PANG HWEE KHENG

Eh wait.. wait ..
So did i spelled your name correctly ..?
HMM.??

Anyway ..
What if LATER ..
she go MISSING again how?
HAHAS ..

Ok Anyway ..
Yesterday went to play soccer in Rp ..
Together with the boys of W16K ..
and khairul and hariz ..
Had a great time playing soccer ..
And was so super tiring ..

Anyway ..
There's two issues which i would like to touch on..
So people please try to bear with me ..
HAHAS ((=

Firstly i would like touch on ..
(insert) a name ..
i told you right from the start ..
That whoever you have relationship with ..
It won't last long ..

With your attitude ..
and your EGO-ness ..
To make matter worse ..
you had a scandal behind her back ..

TSK.TSK.TSK.

Lastly i would like to touch on ..
(insert) a name ..
You treat us as if we are at your disposal ..
And anytime you can push us aside ..

I even dare to say ..
You will regret one day ..
when she dumps you ..
Not as if she's the only girl on earth ..
Till you willing to spent 24 hours with her ..

Please luh..
LOVE is not everything in our life..
It's not the biggest factor of all ..
So please don't make it as if ..
She revolve around you only ..

2008-11-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

The power of words is an issue..
with the need to be sensitive and responsible to others .
I am sure we have all said things that are hurtful before
but is it true that we do not mean it?

When you said something
at that very moment..
you meant it didn’t you?
though when you make up with whoever it is

and start regretting your actions,
that is when you begin to say you didn’t mean it right?
So when you are angry,
you are supposed to tell the other person that

“I am angry”
but yet we convey this
in many other hurtful ways and words.
Hmm..

then do you think it is fair to say..
that we neither say what..
we mean nor mean what we say at the end of the day?

2008-10-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

i know my blog is rotting ..
So here i am ..
Trying to save it from rotting further ..
HAHAS ((=

So let's start with this particular person ..
(insert) a name ..
i don't know what's wrong with you ..
And i don't even care ..
like you say before y should i even care ..?

As you all know that right now ..
RP having one week holiday ..
i went out most of the time ..
Cause it's boring at home ..

On Tuesday went out with Leen ..
Watch High school Musical 3 ..
WOO~lalas ..
i was like indulging in reminiscence ..
as i was watching the show ..

Then Wednesday went to Kranji sec ..
For my science paper ..
there was this person who encouraged me to study for it ..
So cool right ..
No one has ever ask me to study for it ..
Maybe my mum ..
But my MUM is more to NAG .!

Then meet up with khairi,zul,khairul and sham at night ..
To discuss about chalet ..
At the same time we gossip ..
Wahahas ..

Can't wait ..
i am so excited ..
Seriously looking foward ..
=D

Then Thursday went for BBQ ..
which was organise by w16k ..
It was fun luh ..
i hoped there's more to come..

2008-10-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

I know i should be sleeping at this time ..
But don't know why i can't sleep ..
and i have this sudden urge of blogging ..

i also don't know why i'm feeling so uptight right now..
it's like something is not right somewhere ..
i must be lying if i was to say ..
i'm ok ..

There's like alot of thing running in my mind ..
i don't know how to act ..
or what to say in some situation ..

Then i'm so worried about my performance in school ..
i'm begining to lose interest in what i'm doing now..
There's always an urge to go home half way ..
This has been going on for the past 3-4 weeks ..

My partial rate is increasing slowly ..
which somehow going to affect my GPA.
Ok for those who like know me ..
Will be like ..
"HUH?since when syahril cared about his result or studies".

That's true ..
But this time round
i'm trying my very best to do well for the sake of my mum ..
She's been nice to me compare in the past ..

And the very least that i can do is ..
Make her proud ..
But FUCK ..
There's always an obstacle ..

For one of my module ..
One of my facilitator gave me and Fucking "C"
Which i think i deserve better ..
i won't asked for an "A"

A "B" grade would be fair ..
When i sent her an email questioning her abilities in grading us .
she replied in a sarcastic way ..
OH FUCK ..
who give a damn right ..

Let me get it straight here..
i'm not trying to gain any sympathy here..
by ranting it all out here ..

i just need something or someplace to vent it out ..

2008-10-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it’s wrong to walk way.
We intend to avoid those problems that occur in our life.
Not wanting to face it.

It’s either we are scare to face it or
just simply afraid of the outcome when we decide to face it.
We are always afraid of changes in life.
Hoping that things will stay the same.

But it never happened.
It’s either change for the better or for the worse.
Sometimes when we could not hold
it any longer we tend to vent it out.

2008-10-02T22:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONG TING.!

Finally reach legal Age ((=

2008-09-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

This Neoprint was taken during chalet ..

2008-09-17T05:09:00.001-07:00

I seriously hate it ..

When people HANG UP on me ..

It's like as if i did something wrong like that ..

OMG .!!

Think of it again ..

Make me super Duper

ANGRY ..

2008-09-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

Somehow if i could turn back time ..
There's alot of thing that i would like to change ..
Be it in BGR , the friends that i mix around with and my attitude towards my family member ..
These are all the factors that i would try to change ..

You all must be wondering why i didn't include my academic result as one of the factors ..
Somehow i don't regret over my 'O'level result like others do ..
Without these result ..
i won't be in REPUBLIC POLY.

If i'm not in REPUBLIC POLY ..
i won't get to know some wonderful people ..
They are a great bunch of people ..
EG.
Badd,Derek,Fadyl,Wan,Marshall,S.C and Roy.
Sally,Julin,Sharon and Alyn
Those peoples are the reasons why i don't Regret coming to RP.
i hoped there's more to come from W14K.

Recently i've been in such a lousy mood ..
i react without thinking ..
Hurting others with my words..
Seriously when Alice asked what's wrong with me ..
i didn't even know what's wrong ..

I keep feeling down,get irritate easily and get bored even easily ..
The wierd thing is that i didn't know the main cause of it ..
It's like i got PMS..

In class i will either idle around, play game or better still disturb Viet ..
i've been getting such an lousy grade ..
It's a C or B ..

i hope this mental illness will somehow vanished ..

2008-09-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

i feel like i am living on quicksand

wanting too much, wanting too fast

i feel like time is running out, destiny is catching up

no control, no security...

the unknown

***************

Side note: i read this quote somewhere..

"A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new one argument."

2008-08-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

Read an E-mail send by my friends ..
Somehow i find it quite interesting.!
I'll shall post it ..
Enjoy reading it .!
HAHAS ((=

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

2008-08-22T12:00:00.000-07:00

Guess what .?
i finally did something beneficial ..
Throughout my Holidays ..
All i did was sleep and play game ..

But today was different ..
Went out and watch movies ..
With zhiying ..
HAHAS ((=

you guys must be wondering why.?
No particular reason ..
Atleast she asked me out ..
Compare to other people ..
Didn't even bother at all..

Always wait for me to ask them out ..
I'm so sick and tired of that ..
I swear that selina SOON birthday will be the last ..
Than after watch movie ..

Went to find ivy at HEEREN ..
GOSH.!
SELINA , you better like that present can ..
we so don't know what you want ..
HAHAS ((=

After buying her present i went off and leave ivy alone ..
HAHAS ((=
So sorry .!
PEACE =D

2008-08-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

Testing ,Testing 1,2,3 ! hello ASSHOLE ! ;p

i don't have anything to update about ,

okay nysa ; it's your turn hunney

naninanipoopooo.!

HAHAS ((=

2008-08-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

It has been a LONG day for me.!
It was fill with excitement,amusement,merriment and lots of FUN..
Spent the entire day day at SENTOSA.!
OH~GOSH i must be crazy .!
HAHAS ((=

Supposedly went there for an orientation ..
But end up TOUR around SENTOSA the entire day..
it was fun indeed ..
But the most thing of all ..
i made new friends ..

Stephanie and Firdaus ..
Both of this CLOWNS are from Republic poly ..
Oppss ..
Did i just say CLOWNS.?
HAHAS ((=

Xavier ,CHERRY,shereen and huiting.!!
Did i mentioned that CHERRY and shereen are from Temasek poly..
How cool is that men.?
Xavier is from Singapore poly ..
WOO~LALAS ..

Ok back to where we are ..
Yup the TOUR of the day ..
We went to the FIVE Attraction ..
~IMAGES OF SINGAPORE
~TIGER SKY TOWER
~The MERLION
~FORT SILOSO
~SONG OF THE SEA

I went to SENTOSA a couple of time ..
All i ever went was to the beach ..
But after i was exposed to the ATTRACTIONS and experienced it ..
OMG.!!

There's a total Change of meaning to Sentosa ..
The beautiful scenery from on TOP of MERLION and TIGER SKY TOWER .!
The HISTORICAL VALUE at FORT SILOSO ..
And many more ..
HAHAS ((=

By the way the attraction that i recommend the most would be ..
TIGER SKY TOWER & SONG OF THE SEA.!!
it was the most beautiful sight/scenery i ever seen ..
Maybe word itself could not describe my feeling towards it.!!

TIGER SKY TOWER ..
when you are at 360 FEET above the ground ..
it's AROUND 50 storey high ..
At last the WORLD will be at your FEET ..
The scenery is just too awesome.!!

SONG OF THE SEA ..
i should not really say it ..
but the lightings and the water effects ..
is totally FANTASTIC .!!

By the way Sentosa at night is so beautiful ..
The skies is full of STARS ..
The atmosphere is so erm ..
HAHAS ((=
I don't know ..

2008-08-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

There one thing funny about human nature ..
One moment they claim something ..
the very next moment they claim different things..
If this was the problem statement in RP.?

How great it will be ..
if we could examined further on ..
HAHAS((=

i hate to admit it ..
when a person say/state/claimed/declare/ ..
we are FRIENDS/CLIQUES forever ..
Never EVER believe them ..

Cause all this are just BULLSHIT..
Maybe my words alone are not credible enough ..
You should have first hand experience ..
then you will know if my words are true ..

One moment a group of you are close just like the CLIQUES ..
Then the very next moment ..
You had to seperate due to some reasons just like the CLIQUES ..
you were no longer closed close as in the past ..
They claimed that we are friends forever.!

But the most shocking part ..
is that those who are not close to you are the one ..
asking you ..
HOW ARE YOU/HOW'S SCHOOL ..?

Then those who claimed ..
That we are Friends FOREVER.!
Don't even bother asking you ..
They don't bother asking you out..
Maybe for a chat.?
Maybe for a drink.?
Maybe organizing an outing.?

TSK>3
This is how typical people can be ..
So listen here ..
True friends are the one staying beside you
THICK and THIN ..
EASY and BAD times together ..

I hate to keep on rattling on about this ..
There's more still lies deep in me ..
Just waiting to blast off only ..
HAHAS ((=

2008-08-12T05:07:00.000-07:00

Pictures to enjoys guys ..

will update about recent happening at my next next post ..

W3-4G with EUGENIA ..

On the way down ..

Aww.. so sweet running off together as one..

We stall time just to take this picture ..

We took it at Admiral park next to Republic poly ..

We seem to be delighted taking picture .!!

Sometimes they could be funny ..

i should rephrase most of the time ..
CHEEEEEESSSSSSSEEEEE.!!!
NICE PICTURE CLASS ..

2008-08-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

Had an open talked with my group of friends ..
We trashed it all out ..
Not in an argumental way ..
In a mature way ..

Not trying to say we are matured ..
We are just having a nice talk ..
It's like been awhile since i had a nice talked..
They are my long best buddy ..

Problems,obstacle and set-back are sure to occurs in friendship ..
But i'm glad that they did express themselves ..
I didn't know that ..
i took them for granted ..
And how "wonderful" i've been ..

I was never there for them in times of need ..
i realised it ..
and i would apologised again ..
i'll try to change but there's no promise to it ..

I told them my greatest secret of all ..
Beside them was MR DWYANE..
They were cool about it ..
It's just a moment of folly i guessed..
Obviously the feeling of regret is still there ..

I don't know how to put it in words and how should i say it ..
I don't know how you feel about me ..
But for sure i always treasure you as someone special ..
There's no doubt about it ..

You make me happy ..
you make me laugh ..
you make me smile ..

You are just simply a nice girl ..
i don't want to hurt you ..
All i want is for us to stay the same.!!
You cheering me up and me cheering you up ..

So somehow i hoped you understand ..
The reminisce of the past still haunt me ..
I just don't want to let down another nice girl down ..
Once bitten Twice shy.!

2008-08-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Decide to update ..
Cause someone requested a post ..
That little small girl ..
HAHAS ((=

What should i write today ..?
Hmm..
Ok here it goes ..
Came to school with a limping leg again ..
i know i look so pathetic ..

Came to school ..
did nothing ..!!
Whole days play games .!!
To others it may sound lots of fun!!
"Different people different perspective" ..

Than end early ..
Discuss about the chalet ..
There's still things not ready ..
And i'm so looking foward .!!

There's an outing tommorow ..
Wanted to go ..
but it's kind of early.!!
And with my pathetic leg ..
How am i supposed to walk there.?
So i guess won't be going ..
Sorry guys .!!

Okay there are times i'm quite naive to trust you.!
You are just another ASSHOLE ..
You cause me to be angry with an innocent party for weeks and months.?
You bloody idiot.!!
UH.!!
i didn't expect you to turn out that way ..!

2008-08-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

i feel so useless right now ..
i'm just can't do things right in the first place.!
i injured my left leg ..
i'm like one handicaped people..
who is such a burden to others ..

i felt so miserable right now ..
Don't know why.!!
when i was in pain yesterday ..
it was my MUM who put ointment ..
i feel so guilty when she put ointment for me ..
The guiltiness like has taken it's toll on me ..

Anyways ..
THANKS to ivy ong for cleaning my wound ..
That scene just took me back to the past ..
I would still remember that day clearly ..
it was so funny indeed.!
Yet cool .!

Went to school alone and went back alone ..
quite a loner right.?
Hariz and selina had something on i guessed ..
On the way to school met my former science Teacher Erkhan..

Yeah had a short chat with him ..
He couldn't teach us due to some reasons..
He is such a nice guy.!
i will remember your words ..

i never going to back down ..
when it was a promise to be kept ..
i'm trying as hard to keep it ..
But somehow ..
i heard rumours about you ..

Which make me feel ???? ..
Like you always say ..
Life is full of surprises ..
i assumes you know what to do ..

I think i'm going to give up my plan on driving car ..
i going to withdraw from that course ..
Maybe when i'm ready for it ..
i will strive for it i guess ..

((=

2008-07-30T20:21:00.000-07:00

I may be rather straight foward ..
If you took my words too seriously ..
There's nothing i can do ..
Maybe i will apologise ..

Depending on who and if i'm sincere about it ..
But think of it again ..
What ever i write on my blog ...
is just to express myself or tell about whatever happened in my life ..

That's the only thing i can do ..
i'm bad at words when expressing my unhappiness ..
so by writing in my blog would be the best ..
Sometimes if i am going to confront that person ..
It might lead to FIGHT.!

So whatever comment i wrote ..
It's not for you to change or whatsoever ..
it's for you to do something about it ..
By doing this people might have different thoughts about it ..

So by doing that ..
It's show clearly that you are keeping a distance from us or you don't want to be friend with us ..
Not as if we care that much ..

2008-07-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

Talk on the phone with Alice ..
Told her about this cliques ..
She then asked me to write on my blog about them ..
It would be great to let people know about my cliques ..
Let's start with those who are currently in same school with me ..

Hariz ..
This tall curly head ASSHOLE .. ((=
Somehow i LOVE his hair ..
Been my companion eversince in REPUBLIC POLY.!
He's one funny BASTARD .!!
Which never fails to make me laugh everyday ..
Somehow i feel much closer to him compare to the past ..
CARLITO IS COOL ..

Selina ..
She one little crazy Girl ..
She somehow have something i LOVE ..
She might know what is it..
If she doesn't know it ..
Mean she's a total DUMBNESS.. ((=
But overall ..
She is nice and good to me somehow .!!
She's cool .!!

Arenas Chong ..
I once thought we could be a close friend ..
If we went into the same poly ..
But i was wrong ..
i always ignore those comment given about him ..
i am always sitting on the fence ..
but now..
i've choosen my side..
He's a total ASSHOLE ..
The way he talked the other day ..
Has really pissed me off ..

Katherine ..
She somehow bloody fierce ..
and has the strength of a male.!!
She is quite caring i guess ..
Pity her to have such a good friend ..!
Those who know will know ..
She's cool too..

Dwyane ..
i like his persevering attitude ..
It's obvious ..
You can see through his physical appearance ..
He is not that attitude compare to someone ..
He's cool ..

Ivy ..
Has been my arguing patner since secondary school ..
His blur and dumbness which make me LOVE ..
to disturb,bully,argue,shoot her ..
She's so pretty that a pathetic "saint" love her before..
HAHAS ((=
She so super cheapo .!!

Khairi ..
I always like to hear his story ..
True or not ..
who cares ..
He's such a sweet-talk-mother-fucker ..
HAHAS ((=

Khairul ..
Very super cheeky ..
He always win when shooting people ..
But he's finally meet his match ..
A funny guy indeed ..

Sham ..
Use to be close with him ..
somehow we are drifting ..
i'm not sure ..
WHY ..

That's it ..
i think i will update about my classmates soon ..
HAHAS((=

2008-07-23T00:51:00.000-07:00

GOSH ..
People do wish me well tommorrow ..
i'm sitting for Two important Test ..
Pray for me people .!!

Okay anyways ..
Celebrated Liping birthday ..
i thought it was her last birthday ..
But i was wrong ..
Next year will be her last one ..

Ok than ,when celebrating it ...
Something shocking happened ..
It was so bloody shocking can.?
Ok i don't want talk about it ..

Than sometimes ..
i wish there is someone who i could trust ..
i could tell how i feel and what's in my mind now..
But somehow things backfires ..
Even my siblings i could not trust that much ..
Even my Cliques ..
Even my MUM.!!

She so not understanding can .?
OK whatever..
people won't even care ..
Looks like i have to push all my targets backwards ..
especially passing my T.P ..

And the born of my new BABY.!!
HAHAS ((=
And the most of all ..
That BENJAMIN KONG.!!
say i'm fat.!!

GOSH ..
isit true .?
My effort has just gone done the drain ..
Ok anyways ..

My grandma has finally get to go HAJI.!!
WOOO..
congrats ..
Lets pray for her ..
if you are sincere enough ..

2008-07-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

I seriously can't believed that i chat with her till that long ..
I didn't know what we were chatting about ..
I was sms-ing her while chatting with Jasmin and Sharon about VB.

It was her ,that realise that we've been chatting quite a long time ..
But in the end it was me who end the conversation ..
Cause she say it was my choice weather to reply her msg..
Than think of it again it was quite true ..

We have the right to choose ..
Than i just didn't reply at all ..
HAHAS ((=
Continue doing my work ..

Being the goodboy i am ..
i start doing EXCEL ..
It was tough though ..
But heck ..
who cares ..
Got RONG TING ..
No fears.!!
HAHAS ((=

Than there's this song which i start to fall in love with ..
Stay the same -Joe McIntyre.

[Chorus]

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far
.And I hope you always stay the same,
cuz there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

[Verse]

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to beIf you could realize,
all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Believe in yourself
.Reach down inside.
he love you find will set you free
.Believe in yourself,
you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

2008-07-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

It seems that people do changed over times ..
So does the feeling towards someone ..
Let it be ..
Even attitude towards someone will change ..

There is a excellent example ..
LiKe my "beloved" CLIQUES.!
They are such a wordeful peoples which i thought could have fun with ..
End up .??

HAHAS ((=
Like someone say ..
All this is jus part and parcel of life ..
Like it or not ..
This is your destiny ..

I don't really agree with that luh ..
It's like this is your life ..
You choose your own path ..
You make your own choices ..

You have no right to degrading a person beauty ..
Even if a person beauty is beyond CMI ..
Thier beauty is still lies within them ..
And we have no right to degrade them at all ..
It is as if you are discriminating others from the rest ..

Omg .!!
I just sound like that idiot ..
HAHAS ((=
Ok back to my CLIQUES ..

The very next time i'm going to meet them will be ..
during CARNIVAL at CCKSS ..
i hope it would be quite fun ..!

I'm seriously going to MISS people of W34G
Semester ending soon ..
And i hope i could enjoy the last few weeks ..
w/o any conflicts ..
it would be great if all of them could come for the upcoming chalet ..
The last meeting before we separate ..
HAHAS((=

2008-07-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

Discrimination is always an issued in our daily life ..
People judgement is always a prejudiced towards those unlucky one..
Today i had an encounter with regarding this issues ..
It sometimes make me feel that i'm the villain here ..

During the presentation ..
Our facillitator gave comment that there's an aura of discrimination in our group ..
Than i was like .?
What the HECK & FCUK.!!

We did things together yet she say we discriminate the 2 China students ..
We even compromise with him ..
Yet she say we discriminate them ..
When we did finish our PPT ..

They edit and added news slide w/o us knowing ..
where were they when we were doing it.?
GOSH ..
it's more likely that they are discriminating themself from us ..

We initiate the discussion and ask for their ideas yet they act as if ..
they were deaf ..
How i wish the 3 weeks would end soon ..
Anyway Sally & Julin ..

We are not in wrong ..
Discrimination never even crossed our mind ..
So let heck about them ..
And it's the 2nd time i flared up in class ..

i'm SORRY..
HAHAS ((=

2008-07-08T00:15:00.000-07:00

Life may seem unfair ..
but if you learnt how to love your life ..
or even accept it ..
you can come to terms where life is much more fun and exciting than you could ever imagine ..

I think my life just rotate around my friends ..
They add colours to it ..
but let me clarified first not those who ignored me ..
when i acknowledge them..

HAHAS ((=
I must be very bad ..
i just can't stand it ..
Making feel frustrated ..

Anyways ..
That asshole sent me such a msg which make me think like hell..
but HAHAS ((=
think of it again ..
its kinda cute sey ..

i so looking foward towards the Carnival CCKSS ..

2008-07-03T05:17:00.000-07:00

" LET'S FORGIVE AND FORGET EVEN IF IT IS DIFFICULT TO DO SO.! "
At first i always thought it was just total crap ..
How to forgive.?
when there's still anger and frustration still lies deep in your heart..

i always find it total rubbish ..
but now ..
i guess things changes..
so does the way i think..

If you can't forgive or forget ..
it's just that you are still clinging to the past ..
If you are still clinging to the past .?
How are you going to move foward ..

Then i guess i would like to apologise ..
to those who i did wrong ..
And those whom i had grudges or whatsoever ..
Let's bury the hatchet ..

Today during lesson..
went off half way with
Sally ..
Sharon ..
M.Y ..
Yixin ..
Derek
Badd ..
S.C ..
Hariz ..

Went to bugis ..
The girls went to shop ..
while the guys play pool at "POOL FUSHION" ..
We played one vs one ..

Than derek and badd on laptop ..
and watch SEX IS ZERO ..
Than those who playing pool all start to watch it too ..
And all watch it in the end ..

HAHAS ((=
Update soon ..

2008-06-25T04:34:00.000-07:00

I guess that today would be exceptionally fun ..
I seriously LOVES Enterprise alot ..
It just motivate me even more ..
To be a entrepreneur in the near future ..
HAHAS((=

Today topic was on a group of ministers ..
Has a target ..
To reach a target of 80 million per annum ..
in an island called "PARADISE"

It's an island which is eco-friendly..
We had to count the tax that the inhabitant pay per annum ..
It also has a problem of alcohol and tobacco ..
The island only have bus and ferry which lead them to mainland or around the island ..

So the minister of four ..
Have to come out with an 80 million revenue..
solution or idea to improved the situations..
Present it in the best way to others..

So let me now introduced all of you to cabinets of the minister ..
M.Y-Prime minister
Jasmin-Financial minister
Sharon-Home affair minister
SyahriL-Mentor minster

HAHAS((=
we seriously thinked like a entrepenuer and minster at the same time ..
we think about how we could earn profit and the same time think ..
about fitting in our ideas with the enviroment around...

Than for the first time we went to have lunch as a group ..
usually we go have lunch with our own groups..
Than just now we went to have lunch together ..
Like we feel so united like that ..

HAHAS ((=
To others it might be not a big deal ..
i think it's a big deal after all..
The bond we have in our group is not about friendship ..
but due to the teamwork we have and understanding of each other..

HAHAS ((=
what i'm talking about sey..
Anyways ..
update soon ..
TATA ((=

2008-06-23T19:43:00.000-07:00

Outing with 5/3 classmates ..
last saturday ; 21/06/08 ..
Went town for shopping spree.!
i bought ..

a V-neck shirt ..
Polo-T from four skin ..
Flip-flop from Everlast ..
which i brought it together with Selina soon..
And lastly a rip curl bag for by brother ..

Than that ivy ong suppose to treat us something ..
In the end it was me who treat her ..
so cheapo ..
Tsk.Tsk.Tsk.

i lost something which i've been keepin for the last 2 years ..
i don't know but it make feel sad when i found out that it was no longer there ..
i hope that i could find it ..
cause i do treasure it alot ..

2008-06-20T00:23:00.000-07:00

I guess you all must be wondering why i changed my blog link.?
There's too many reasons actually ..
Maybe i just say one of it ..
Cause some irritating bitch has been giving stupid and idiotic comment..
Sometimes indirectly shoot me ..

Anyways,this week change of groups again ..
Monday-Sharon,syahril,jasmin,wan
Tuesday-syahril,roy,marshall,ocean
Wednesday-sharon,syahril,jasmin,sanchung
Thursday-baddawi,sally,syahril,janice,wan
Friday-Jasmin,syahril,M.Y,yujie,derek

Of all days ..
i prefer Monday ,wednesday and thursday grouping ..
As They are simillar with my so called "CLIQUES"
i beggining to like to come school ..
Though the lesson might be boring ..
Those peeps are the one who can make my life much more colourful.!

2008-06-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

Like i promise i will put some pictures to do the talking.! My little baby cousin.!Cute right.? Just like me.!! HAHAS ((=

Sometimes i do wonder if we are overgrown kids.! Hey there little girl get out of the picture.!

How creative can we be.? Republic poly have you really nurtured us.?
OMG.! Why can't both of you be like me and julin.!Smiling all the way.!LOL.!
Me and kak sally.!She may look young but she bloody old.! LOL.!

We are just right about us.? Yuh right.!
Part of w34g
I don't know why this class loves taking pictures.!