YSaturday, August 23, 2008' 1:20 AM
Read an E-mail send by my friends ..
Somehow i find it quite interesting.!
I'll shall post it ..
Enjoy reading it .!
HAHAS ((=
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
YFriday, August 22, 2008' 12:00 PM
Guess what .?
i finally did something beneficial ..
Throughout my Holidays ..
All i did was sleep and play game ..
But today was different ..
Went out and watch movies ..
With zhiying ..
HAHAS ((=
you guys must be wondering why.?
No particular reason ..
Atleast she asked me out ..
Compare to other people ..
Didn't even bother at all..
Always wait for me to ask them out ..
I'm so sick and tired of that ..
I swear that selina SOON birthday will be the last ..
Than after watch movie ..
Went to find ivy at HEEREN ..
GOSH.!
SELINA , you better like that present can ..
we so don't know what you want ..
HAHAS ((=
After buying her present i went off and leave ivy alone ..
HAHAS ((=
So sorry .!
PEACE =D
YThursday, August 21, 2008' 7:01 AM
Testing ,Testing 1,2,3 ! hello ASSHOLE ! ;p
i don't have anything to update about ,
okay nysa ; it's your turn hunney
naninanipoopooo.!
HAHAS ((=
YSaturday, August 16, 2008' 7:25 AM
It has been a LONG day for me.!
It was fill with excitement,amusement,merriment and lots of FUN..
Spent the entire day day at SENTOSA.!
OH~GOSH i must be crazy .!
HAHAS ((=
Supposedly went there for an orientation ..
But end up TOUR around SENTOSA the entire day..
it was fun indeed ..
But the most thing of all ..
i made new friends ..
Stephanie and Firdaus ..
Both of this CLOWNS are from Republic poly ..
Oppss ..
Did i just say CLOWNS.?
HAHAS ((=
Xavier ,CHERRY,shereen and huiting.!!
Did i mentioned that CHERRY and shereen are from Temasek poly..
How cool is that men.?
Xavier is from Singapore poly ..
WOO~LALAS ..
Ok back to where we are ..
Yup the TOUR of the day ..
We went to the FIVE Attraction ..
~IMAGES OF SINGAPORE
~TIGER SKY TOWER
~The MERLION
~FORT SILOSO
~SONG OF THE SEA
I went to SENTOSA a couple of time ..
All i ever went was to the beach ..
But after i was exposed to the ATTRACTIONS and experienced it ..
OMG.!!
There's a total Change of meaning to Sentosa ..
The beautiful scenery from on TOP of MERLION and TIGER SKY TOWER .!
The HISTORICAL VALUE at FORT SILOSO ..
And many more ..
HAHAS ((=
By the way the attraction that i recommend the most would be ..
TIGER SKY TOWER & SONG OF THE SEA.!!
it was the most beautiful sight/scenery i ever seen ..
Maybe word itself could not describe my feeling towards it.!!
TIGER SKY TOWER ..
when you are at 360 FEET above the ground ..
it's AROUND 50 storey high ..
At last the WORLD will be at your FEET ..
The scenery is just too awesome.!!
SONG OF THE SEA ..
i should not really say it ..
but the lightings and the water effects ..
is totally FANTASTIC .!!
By the way Sentosa at night is so beautiful ..
The skies is full of STARS ..
The atmosphere is so erm ..
HAHAS ((=
I don't know ..
YThursday, August 14, 2008' 7:36 AM
There one thing funny about human nature ..
One moment they claim something ..
the very next moment they claim different things..
If this was the problem statement in RP.?
How great it will be ..
if we could examined further on ..
HAHAS((=
i hate to admit it ..
when a person say/state/claimed/declare/ ..
we are FRIENDS/CLIQUES forever ..
Never EVER believe them ..
Cause all this are just BULLSHIT..
Maybe my words alone are not credible enough ..
You should have first hand experience ..
then you will know if my words are true ..
One moment a group of you are close just like the CLIQUES ..
Then the very next moment ..
You had to seperate due to some reasons just like the CLIQUES ..
you were no longer closed close as in the past ..
They claimed that we are friends forever.!
But the most shocking part ..
is that those who are not close to you are the one ..
asking you ..
HOW ARE YOU/HOW'S SCHOOL ..?
Then those who claimed ..
That we are Friends FOREVER.!
Don't even bother asking you ..
They don't bother asking you out..
Maybe for a chat.?
Maybe for a drink.?
Maybe organizing an outing.?
TSK>3
This is how typical people can be ..
So listen here ..
True friends are the one staying beside you
THICK and THIN ..
EASY and BAD times together ..
I hate to keep on rattling on about this ..
There's more still lies deep in me ..
Just waiting to blast off only ..
HAHAS ((=
YTuesday, August 12, 2008' 5:07 AM
Pictures to enjoys guys ..
will update about recent happening at my next next post ..
W3-4G with EUGENIA ..
On the way down ..
YThursday, August 7, 2008' 7:14 AM
Had an open talked with my group of friends ..
We trashed it all out ..
Not in an argumental way ..
In a mature way ..
Not trying to say we are matured ..
We are just having a nice talk ..
It's like been awhile since i had a nice talked..
They are my long best buddy ..
Problems,obstacle and set-back are sure to occurs in friendship ..
But i'm glad that they did express themselves ..
I didn't know that ..
i took them for granted ..
And how "wonderful" i've been ..
I was never there for them in times of need ..
i realised it ..
and i would apologised again ..
i'll try to change but there's no promise to it ..
I told them my greatest secret of all ..
Beside them was MR DWYANE..
They were cool about it ..
It's just a moment of folly i guessed..
Obviously the feeling of regret is still there ..
I don't know how to put it in words and how should i say it ..
I don't know how you feel about me ..
But for sure i always treasure you as someone special ..
There's no doubt about it ..
You make me happy ..
you make me laugh ..
you make me smile ..
You are just simply a nice girl ..
i don't want to hurt you ..
All i want is for us to stay the same.!!
You cheering me up and me cheering you up ..
So somehow i hoped you understand ..
The reminisce of the past still haunt me ..
I just don't want to let down another nice girl down ..
Once bitten Twice shy.!
YTuesday, August 5, 2008' 7:24 AM
Decide to update ..
Cause someone requested a post ..
That little small girl ..
HAHAS ((=
What should i write today ..?
Hmm..
Ok here it goes ..
Came to school with a limping leg again ..
i know i look so pathetic ..
Came to school ..
did nothing ..!!
Whole days play games .!!
To others it may sound lots of fun!!
"Different people different perspective" ..
Than end early ..
Discuss about the chalet ..
There's still things not ready ..
And i'm so looking foward .!!
There's an outing tommorow ..
Wanted to go ..
but it's kind of early.!!
And with my pathetic leg ..
How am i supposed to walk there.?
So i guess won't be going ..
Sorry guys .!!
Okay there are times i'm quite naive to trust you.!
You are just another ASSHOLE ..
You cause me to be angry with an innocent party for weeks and months.?
You bloody idiot.!!
UH.!!
i didn't expect you to turn out that way ..!
YMonday, August 4, 2008' 5:36 AM
i feel so useless right now ..
i'm just can't do things right in the first place.!
i injured my left leg ..
i'm like one handicaped people..
who is such a burden to others ..
i felt so miserable right now ..
Don't know why.!!
when i was in pain yesterday ..
it was my MUM who put ointment ..
i feel so guilty when she put ointment for me ..
The guiltiness like has taken it's toll on me ..
Anyways ..
THANKS to ivy ong for cleaning my wound ..
That scene just took me back to the past ..
I would still remember that day clearly ..
it was so funny indeed.!
Yet cool .!
Went to school alone and went back alone ..
quite a loner right.?
Hariz and selina had something on i guessed ..
On the way to school met my former science Teacher Erkhan..
Yeah had a short chat with him ..
He couldn't teach us due to some reasons..
He is such a nice guy.!
i will remember your words ..
i never going to back down ..
when it was a promise to be kept ..
i'm trying as hard to keep it ..
But somehow ..
i heard rumours about you ..
Which make me feel ???? ..
Like you always say ..
Life is full of surprises ..
i assumes you know what to do ..
I think i'm going to give up my plan on driving car ..
i going to withdraw from that course ..
Maybe when i'm ready for it ..
i will strive for it i guess ..
((=
