YFriday, October 31, 2008' 8:42 AM
i know my blog is rotting ..
So here i am ..
Trying to save it from rotting further ..
HAHAS ((=
So let's start with this particular person ..
(insert) a name ..
i don't know what's wrong with you ..
And i don't even care ..
like you say before y should i even care ..?
As you all know that right now ..
RP having one week holiday ..
i went out most of the time ..
Cause it's boring at home ..
On Tuesday went out with Leen ..
Watch High school Musical 3 ..
WOO~lalas ..
i was like indulging in reminiscence ..
as i was watching the show ..
Then Wednesday went to Kranji sec ..
For my science paper ..
there was this person who encouraged me to study for it ..
So cool right ..
No one has ever ask me to study for it ..
Maybe my mum ..
But my MUM is more to NAG .!
Then meet up with khairi,zul,khairul and sham at night ..
To discuss about chalet ..
At the same time we gossip ..
Wahahas ..
Can't wait ..
i am so excited ..
Seriously looking foward ..
=D
Then Thursday went for BBQ ..
which was organise by w16k ..
It was fun luh ..
i hoped there's more to come..
YSaturday, October 18, 2008' 9:00 AM
I know i should be sleeping at this time ..
But don't know why i can't sleep ..
and i have this sudden urge of blogging ..
i also don't know why i'm feeling so uptight right now..
it's like something is not right somewhere ..
i must be lying if i was to say ..
i'm ok ..
There's like alot of thing running in my mind ..
i don't know how to act ..
or what to say in some situation ..
Then i'm so worried about my performance in school ..
i'm begining to lose interest in what i'm doing now..
There's always an urge to go home half way ..
This has been going on for the past 3-4 weeks ..
My partial rate is increasing slowly ..
which somehow going to affect my GPA.
Ok for those who like know me ..
Will be like ..
"HUH?since when syahril cared about his result or studies".
That's true ..
But this time round
i'm trying my very best to do well for the sake of my mum ..
She's been nice to me compare in the past ..
And the very least that i can do is ..
Make her proud ..
But FUCK ..
There's always an obstacle ..
For one of my module ..
One of my facilitator gave me and Fucking "C"
Which i think i deserve better ..
i won't asked for an "A"
A "B" grade would be fair ..
When i sent her an email questioning her abilities in grading us .
she replied in a sarcastic way ..
OH FUCK ..
who give a damn right ..
Let me get it straight here..
i'm not trying to gain any sympathy here..
by ranting it all out here ..
i just need something or someplace to vent it out ..
YWednesday, October 15, 2008' 4:25 AM
Sometimes it’s wrong to walk way.
We intend to avoid those problems that occur in our life.
Not wanting to face it.
It’s either we are scare to face it or
just simply afraid of the outcome when we decide to face it.
We are always afraid of changes in life.
Hoping that things will stay the same.
But it never happened.
It’s either change for the better or for the worse.
Sometimes when we could not hold
it any longer we tend to vent it out.
YThursday, October 2, 2008' 10:44 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONG TING.!
Finally reach legal Age ((=
