Thoughts that you can't decode .

YMonday, August 4, 2008' 5:36 AM

i feel so useless right now ..
i'm just can't do things right in the first place.!
i injured my left leg ..
i'm like one handicaped people..
who is such a burden to others ..

i felt so miserable right now ..
Don't know why.!!
when i was in pain yesterday ..
it was my MUM who put ointment ..
i feel so guilty when she put ointment for me ..
The guiltiness like has taken it's toll on me ..

Anyways ..
THANKS to ivy ong for cleaning my wound ..
That scene just took me back to the past ..
I would still remember that day clearly ..
it was so funny indeed.!
Yet cool .!

Went to school alone and went back alone ..
quite a loner right.?
Hariz and selina had something on i guessed ..
On the way to school met my former science Teacher Erkhan..

Yeah had a short chat with him ..
He couldn't teach us due to some reasons..
He is such a nice guy.!
i will remember your words ..

i never going to back down ..
when it was a promise to be kept ..
i'm trying as hard to keep it ..
But somehow ..
i heard rumours about you ..

Which make me feel ???? ..
Like you always say ..
Life is full of surprises ..
i assumes you know what to do ..

I think i'm going to give up my plan on driving car ..
i going to withdraw from that course ..
Maybe when i'm ready for it ..
i will strive for it i guess ..

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